An Indepth Look Into A Geek's Soul

It's a brand new year!  2010, the Year of Jon.  And it will be.  I can feel it coming, that this is going to be my year.  I'm not sure exactly what it is, be it I come across a lot of money or I finally get a girlfriend again or maybe I just become an entirely better person.  Who knows.  I just have good vibrations about this year.  Maybe it has something to do with the actual number, 2010.  Half that and you get 1005, which is actually the start of the model number of an Asus netbook we sell at Best Buy.  Crazy stuff right there.

Anyways, a new year brings New Year's Revolutions!  Woohoo!  I think my bigget one this year s to loose a good chunk of my lard.  I weighed myself today and found out I'm a rather chunky 198 pounds.  Not good at all.  That pretty much means I've gained thirteen pounds since Jimmy and I broke up.  It must have hit me a lot harder than I thought it did.  Anyways, I'm aiming for a weight of 160 pounds.  I realize that loosing 38 pounds in one year is possible, even if it's not totally healthy.  I would be super happy if I got down to 175 pounds.  At the very least, I want to improve my body mass index.  I haven't gotten around to calculating what it is right now, but I hope to do that this weekend.  I'm sure there's a way to found out how to do that on the internet somewhere.

Beyond that, my other resolution are a lot more vague.  I pretty much just want to improve myself in a ton of different ways.  I want to be good enough at bowling that Collin really as to fight to win that Golden Pin.  I want to be more of a go getter, more of a ladies man, more of an outgoing kind of guy.  I know, vague, right?  But I think that if I can improve my personality that way, I can find myself another girl, which is what I really want.  I'd like to believe that I'm not that desperate though.  Only time will tell.  I just want some physical intimancy with someone again.  You know how that can be.

Peace Out.