An Indepth Look Into A Geek's Soul

Finally, at long last, and something aroud a week overdue, is the last day of my vacation down to Maryland.  Saturday morning started off with kind of a rush.  Woke up at around 7 in the morning, and pretty much started cleaning. Yay for me?  Had to pick up the living room mostly, seeing as how my dad enjoys waiting until the last moment to do anything.  Anyways, we pretty much had almost everything cleaned up by the time the first few guests began to show up for Sean's graduation party.

The party seemed pretty good.  The food was amazing, especially those barbeque chicken strips.  Great stuff.  Joel and Steven came over while Sean kicked it with this friends elsewhere.  It was good, hanging out with them one last time.  We played some games of Magic, and I managed to win one, with Joel's help of course.  I'm really going to miss those guys.  Being 800 miles away from them sometimes really sucks.  I have to say the coolest thing that happened that day was the neighbor randomly came over and gave us (read: me) like a whole box of Magic cards.  Freaking sweet.  I got some decent cards in there too.

Later that night, after Joel and Steven had left and most of Sean's guests had left as well, I was able to sneak away from everyone and saw Megan one last time as well.  Nothing happened, unfortunately.  We sat and talked a bit and I definitely got a vibe off of  her that she was enjoying being alone with me.  I think that if she was single, something very likely could have happened.  As it is, we hugged a lot.  They were nice hugs too, especially since I've been missing a good hug ever since my break up with Amanda.

I left the next day.  Somewhere around Pennsylvania, I managed to run my car into someone else's bumper.  That rather pissed me off, I can't lie.  But whatever, I made it back to my grandpa's and the car is still running, so yay for me, right?  Anyways, it's time to go back to Tuesday real quick.  I left out one rather important thing.  And thinking back, it might have been on Wednesday instead.  In fact, I think it was.  I went to the library!  Yay!  I saw a bunch of my old coworkers.  I can't lie, it was nice seeing them, and they all seemed to care that I was down there.  And, I saw Diana!  Woohoo.  She's still looking great by the way, even after she had a kid.  I didn't get to hang out with her much, but it was nice talking to her.  She looked rather warn down, but I think that has more to do with the fact her hair wasn't a crazy color this time, but had a faded red looking going for her.  Still, she's cool.  I always liked working with her.  I am sorry that I missed seeing Sally when I was down.  She was always one of my favorite librarians.

I have noticed something on my return to Michigan.  I'm horrible home sick.  It's really strong too.  I think I just miss being social.  I have very few good friends up here, and I realize that's mostly my fault.  I'm too damn shy for my own good.  Down there, I could hang with whoever the heck I wanted to.  Including the women.  Crazy.  I can see why Amanda said I changed so much.  I'm much more of a downer now that I'm back up here, and it's probably shown rather clearly on Facebook and Twitter and those kinds of things.  But yeah, to all those I've mentioned in the last few days, I miss you guys.  I may not always show it, but I do.  Even you Amanda. 

And now it's time for me to go be emo for awhile.

Peace Out.