An Indepth Look Into A Geek's Soul

So there I was, sitting in my English class yesterday, waiting for Ashley to get to class so I can stumble my way through flirting with her.  Class started, no Ashley, I was kind of bummed out.  I took some notes, cause you know, it's a class and I would like to pass it.  Towards the end of the first hour (it's a two hour class) the teacher handed back the last essay we wrote.  He told the class that someone got the first 10 on the paper.  I didn't think it was me, I thought it was Sarah? maybe, I don't know her name, she sits in the back of the class with her high school friends.  Anyways, getting back on track here, I get the paper back and booya! I got the 10.  Jacob looks over, askes if I got the 10, and I can't help but to smirk.  He was all like "I knew it."  Yeah, yeah you did.  It's cause I kick that much ass.

After this initial happiness, break came around, and I waited a little bit to see who all was leaving before going to the bathroom.  He askes me if I ever thought about being a reader at the Writing Center.  What a reader does is read the papers of various college students to give them tips about how they can get better grades.  I was blown away.  I stumbled through some vague answer, saying I wasn't good enough and whatever, you know, low self esteem, those kinds of things.  He said he'd recommend me though, and I've been thinking about it.

I totally think that I'm going to go out for the job.  It's a part time job I believe, and yeah, it's a minimum wage one, but something tells me I'll like it more than working at Best Buy.  Now, I won't be quitting Best Buy (not yet at least), and this would only add to my limited income.  With needing a new car, being flat broke, and having tons of free time now that i'm without a girlfriend, I need the extra money.  Hopefully I'll be at least looked at by the people. I would like a new job.  Plus hey, regardless of what it looks like on here, I actually can write halfway decently.

Peace Out.

Hey you guys, guess who is still sick?  You'd be right if you guessed me.  I couldn't go into work today.  That makes two days in a week.  It really should be three days.  There was no way I should have been at work last night.  It's a good thing I was, seeing as how Casey went to the doctor's, but still, it was harsh.  I just wanted to die on the way home.  Good thing I didn't, I mean, being alive isn't so bad, but seriously, it was rough.  I pretty much wanted to cry, everythting was hurting so bad.

Speaking of crying, I sent Amanda one of those typical "I STILL LIKE YOU!!!!!" e-mails last night.  I blame that on the NyQuil and the world just getting to me in general.  She hasn't responded (not sure if she has even seen it to be honest).  I'm not sure if she will respond.  I told her not to, but that's because my self esteem is just... not great.  I'm almost afraid of what she'll say in response to it.  She could just end up hating me even more.  I hope that she isn't feel too bad because of the break up (even if she was the one who suggested it).  Crap, does the period go inside the end paratheses or outside of it?  Damn, my puncuation is going downhill, almost all the way to where my spelling is at now.  Sorry that it sucks so badly.

Anyways, I just watched the season finale of Star Wars The Clone Wars.  It was halfway decent.  Ended rather suddenly in my opinion, but hey, it did it's job.  I kind of like that Cad Bane bounty hunter.  I think he's pretty much a hell of a lot sweeter than Boba Fett.  I've always have kind of thought that Boba/Jango Fett was over rated.  The pari just didn't have that coolness factor to me.  Plus Slave 1 is just a gay looking ship.  I mean honestly, you couldn't do any better than that? Fail George Lucas. But that's really just me getting into a rant right now.  I think I'm going to go leave you all right now and take some NyQuil and drown away my illness for the night

Peace Out.

Hey you guys, this is the first blog entry!  Woohoo, it is time to party!!  Hell yes.  Okay, not really.  The way I figure it, on livejournal I'm going to start just using the writer's block question everyday, while I write most of my other stuff on here.  Nothing too terribly deep, but still deep enough.  You know, the natural comings and goings of the day and those kinds of things.

I think I'll take up most of the first blog here by telling you what's been going down lately.  I think the biggest news item in my life woud be the fact that Amanda and I are no longer a couple.  That, it was a difficult thing to take.  We broke up Sunday night, which totally sucks.  I've been going out with that girl for two years now, and we just couldn't cut it.  I guess that's none to surprising, it is me afterall.  Nothing to endearing here afterall.  Just plain old Jon, 21, geeky, and living with his grandfather with  piece of shit car that doesn't go into reverse.  She says she still wants to be friends, and I hope she really means that.  I did talk to her today, and she seemed legitmately sad that I'm sick, but who knows.  I'll always view stuff weird from no one.  I'm a little paranoid like that.  The truth is I miss her though, ad I always probably will.  She was one of the best things that ever happened to me, and I'm sure she wouldn't want hear any of this, but I doubt that she'll ever read/know about this site anyways.

Lets see, what else, what else.  Oh, I know!  My computer totally ended up with a trojan today.  Freaked me the hell out.  I picked it up somewhere around this fmylife site, which is a shame, because it is rather funny.  Luckily, Norton picked it up eventually and totally got rid of that nasty stuff.  Thank goodness for that, cause I've been sellin Norton to tons of customers at Best Buy and have sworn by it for years now.  If it had let me down, I would have been highly upset.  My computer can't take much more of a beating right now, I think it's on it's deathbed as it is.

And speaking of viruses, I'm rather not feeling well right now.  I have some nasty kind of buy, with lots of coughing, feeling weak, and rather just sickly all over.  Its sucks.  It all started on Sunday night.  I know what you're thinking: "Isn't that when that chick dumped you?"  Yeah, it is.  I think it has something to do with the fact that my body can't take not being hers anymore, so it's rebeling.  Damn this body.  I shall have to rein in control of it.  Though I am feeling moderately better, I must admit.

Anyways, I think that's damn near fine enough for a first blog.  If you all don't like it, suck on it.  And leave me comments!  Joel's not the only comment whore around here.

....I miss Amanda.

Pokemon Platinum comes out on Sunday!

Peace Out